welcome.
Entwined.
My heart beats for you in constant motion.
It sings a sweet song of silent devotion.
You hear me crying out at night,
That prayer of your bright light.
There's a ring around you that keeps me out
But I'll break through it without a doubt.
So many words that I can say,
This love grows deeper every day.
It's like a labyrinth of emotion,
Searching for divine seclusion.
Billions hold your heart
But you're the only one who holds mine.
All I hope for is that final moment.
That last glance.
That ending revelation.
That night we set our lives entwined.
Janine.
Note: Please credit if you use it in any way 'cos it is MINE.
Set The Record Straight.
Sunday, July 27, 2008
Well, well. I actually can find posting a hassel. A lot has been going on lately and my blog is dead. Anyway, that's not gonna stop me. Okay, I had Speech Day on Friday night and yesterday night, I went for my MIDIWorld performance at YMS. It was alright. Nothing big to get overexcited about like OM or something. Just a little concert/performance thingy. I think the most wonderful thing about the night was either Greg performing "When You Look Me In The Eyes" or seeing this really cute piano teacher, Keegan. I've never seen him before but heck, I'm seeing him now! HEHE. I'm a girl and I can't help it. I'm filled with infactuation and adrenaline. I just feel so ecstatic but I doubt it'll last Anyway, every part of me just feels like jumping. It's been a long time since I've felt this way. It's high time for the feeling to come back. Just now, I just received an email about JB being on the cover of Rolling Stones. I so have to get it now. When I saw the Rolling Stone's cover, I was like swearing my head off at Joe's beautifulness. Yes, beauty. Anyway, as long as this goes on, I'll always feel this way once in a while. I know it won't last but I can't help loving this feeling about KG, let's call him that. PS There is so much more. I wanna say but it is just too personal for me to say it 'cos it really is just too "for Janine's brain only" kind of thoughts that I dbout anyone else would want to know, either too disturbing for some or just plain don't care-ness. Oh, well. Let this last.
Well, well. I actually can find posting a hassel. A lot has been going on lately and my blog is dead. Anyway, that's not gonna stop me. Okay, I had Speech Day on Friday night and yesterday night, I went for my MIDIWorld performance at YMS. It was alright. Nothing big to get overexcited about like OM or something. Just a little concert/performance thingy. I think the most wonderful thing about the night was either Greg performing "When You Look Me In The Eyes" or seeing this really cute piano teacher, Keegan. I've never seen him before but heck, I'm seeing him now! HEHE. I'm a girl and I can't help it. I'm filled with infactuation and adrenaline. I just feel so ecstatic but I doubt it'll last Anyway, every part of me just feels like jumping. It's been a long time since I've felt this way. It's high time for the feeling to come back. Just now, I just received an email about JB being on the cover of Rolling Stones. I so have to get it now. When I saw the Rolling Stone's cover, I was like swearing my head off at Joe's beautifulness. Yes, beauty. Anyway, as long as this goes on, I'll always feel this way once in a while. I know it won't last but I can't help loving this feeling about KG, let's call him that. PS There is so much more. I wanna say but it is just too personal for me to say it 'cos it really is just too "for Janine's brain only" kind of thoughts that I dbout anyone else would want to know, either too disturbing for some or just plain don't care-ness. Oh, well. Let this last.
Cluster Arts Festival And Other Stuff.
Thursday, July 10, 2008
Well, Cluster Arts was a few days ago and I do believe everyone went crazy. Aussie people came from St. Mary's and most people went gaga over the guys. I think that my preference of dark-haired guys narrowed it down much more 'cos there was a lot of blondes. Okay, maybe not a lot but still, it narrows things down. The clarinet guy was kinda cute and looked a lot like Skandar actually. Anyway, on the topic of other stuff, I'm having a lot of trouble at puttng a face to my main guy character in the story I've been planning to write for ages now. And...after school tomorrow, Jie Shi, Eunice and Elza are coming over to do the Science project. Well, it's late.
Well, Cluster Arts was a few days ago and I do believe everyone went crazy. Aussie people came from St. Mary's and most people went gaga over the guys. I think that my preference of dark-haired guys narrowed it down much more 'cos there was a lot of blondes. Okay, maybe not a lot but still, it narrows things down. The clarinet guy was kinda cute and looked a lot like Skandar actually. Anyway, on the topic of other stuff, I'm having a lot of trouble at puttng a face to my main guy character in the story I've been planning to write for ages now. And...after school tomorrow, Jie Shi, Eunice and Elza are coming over to do the Science project. Well, it's late.
On The Way To Youth Day.
Friday, July 4, 2008
Youth Day is on Monday so I get a long weekend. I have to remember to get Ying Xiao a little gift for her birthday. The week has been stressful and tiring. I did my NAPHA five stations on Thursday and had CCA as well so I'm kinda aching from that. I guess I can count myself lucky because there hasn't been much homework recently so I've been able to sleep when I get home on days that I don't have to stay back in school. I also watched finished Stargate Atlantis on Tuesday which was really sad 'cos now I've got nothing to watch. Anyway, we changed our timetables again and English teacher too. The school is weirdo freaks. They keep on wanting us to change teachers. I'm so sick and tired of it nowadays. Well, nothing much we can do right? Hmm, I really hope to catch up on some sleep now.
Youth Day is on Monday so I get a long weekend. I have to remember to get Ying Xiao a little gift for her birthday. The week has been stressful and tiring. I did my NAPHA five stations on Thursday and had CCA as well so I'm kinda aching from that. I guess I can count myself lucky because there hasn't been much homework recently so I've been able to sleep when I get home on days that I don't have to stay back in school. I also watched finished Stargate Atlantis on Tuesday which was really sad 'cos now I've got nothing to watch. Anyway, we changed our timetables again and English teacher too. The school is weirdo freaks. They keep on wanting us to change teachers. I'm so sick and tired of it nowadays. Well, nothing much we can do right? Hmm, I really hope to catch up on some sleep now.
Learning Journey.
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
We went to Ghim Moh Hawker Centre today for learning journey. It was kinda fun interviewing the hawkers. The scary part was when this weirdo guy kept following us around, especially going near Adlin. Kinda funny, actually. He was creepy. His eyes were all possessed and stuff. Yes, definitely scary. Anyway, after that, came home and my mother got Season Three of Stargate Atlantis! I'm so happy. Seriously. I feel so much happier now. Like some sort of repayment for such crappy school days. HEHE. I love it.
We went to Ghim Moh Hawker Centre today for learning journey. It was kinda fun interviewing the hawkers. The scary part was when this weirdo guy kept following us around, especially going near Adlin. Kinda funny, actually. He was creepy. His eyes were all possessed and stuff. Yes, definitely scary. Anyway, after that, came home and my mother got Season Three of Stargate Atlantis! I'm so happy. Seriously. I feel so much happier now. Like some sort of repayment for such crappy school days. HEHE. I love it.
First Day Of School.
Monday, June 23, 2008
Sigh, it's Term 3. Well, the year is at it's middle. We've chased away 2 teachers already. New English teacher is much better but she's just young. I know I'm not going to enjoy school, but that's 'cos I never did. Life's just running short. I need a difference, not change. I wanna do different things I like everyday. That's difference. Change is coming into something that's totally new and you hate it. Well, most of the time. Sigh... I feel as if my life is worthless. I want to do something with it but I can't. Well, okay, not that I can't. I can, of course I can. The only thing is I see no possible way than just...STUDYING. I wanna travel the world. I wanna see everything possible to be seen. I wanna go out there and show the world who I really am. It's as if it's me against the world, really. The only thing is, the world's so big, I'm so small. That's the saddest part. And yet, there's a voice at the back of my head that's telling me I'll make it. I'll make it.
Sigh, it's Term 3. Well, the year is at it's middle. We've chased away 2 teachers already. New English teacher is much better but she's just young. I know I'm not going to enjoy school, but that's 'cos I never did. Life's just running short. I need a difference, not change. I wanna do different things I like everyday. That's difference. Change is coming into something that's totally new and you hate it. Well, most of the time. Sigh... I feel as if my life is worthless. I want to do something with it but I can't. Well, okay, not that I can't. I can, of course I can. The only thing is I see no possible way than just...STUDYING. I wanna travel the world. I wanna see everything possible to be seen. I wanna go out there and show the world who I really am. It's as if it's me against the world, really. The only thing is, the world's so big, I'm so small. That's the saddest part. And yet, there's a voice at the back of my head that's telling me I'll make it. I'll make it.
I like that, baby.
Sunday, June 22, 2008
Wow. I just watched the new JB video for Burnin' Up and it is so so so hot. Hot off the burnin' hook! :) I like. Joe is so hot in it. They all are. And I so like their new haircuts. Curly is handsome. Selena Gomez is in it. She's cool. Anyway, CHECK IT OUT. I love it.
I just need to spread this hotness. :) It's just too good. Yeah, I've got it again but I like it. Among other things, I gotta finish all my homework, FAST. But that's no worry with Burnin' Up playing on and on and on again.
Wow. I just watched the new JB video for Burnin' Up and it is so so so hot. Hot off the burnin' hook! :) I like. Joe is so hot in it. They all are. And I so like their new haircuts. Curly is handsome. Selena Gomez is in it. She's cool. Anyway, CHECK IT OUT. I love it.
I just need to spread this hotness. :) It's just too good. Yeah, I've got it again but I like it. Among other things, I gotta finish all my homework, FAST. But that's no worry with Burnin' Up playing on and on and on again.
Sad To Be Back.
Thursday, June 19, 2008
Okay, I've been back for about a week. I'm so sad for that. I've been praying and wishing that I would wake up one morning and it would be the holiday all over again. Life just isn't fair this way. I go, get sick and don't enjoy my FULL holiday and I just HAVE to leave. :( Plus, everything great HAD to happen there too. That's the most sickening thing ever. I got to sail! I love it. And the cute G.O. who brought us out every time. HEHE. That cute Japanese guy I was talking about in my last post. Hmm, for those who don't know what a G.O. is, it's a Club Med thing. Ring any bells for some people? If no, then it stands for Gentle Organizer. Kazuki, that's his name. Real cute name. He's 22, cute, tan, not so tall but tall enough, and gone. :( Again, life isn't fair. I didn't even get to properly say goodbye! Wahaha. I went to the spa there, once. I puked in the room, twice. And...Okay, I didn't do anything three times, so yeah. Anyway, I was just getting used to the European lifestyle. The lifestyle. My lifestyle. Weird, huh? I'm jabbering on and on and on. My mum found her twin sister. I found out that getting sick could be MUCH worse. My father found out that he could actually golf everyday, but get real hurt at it. I remember the golf G.O. Mr Shorty. HEHE. I'm evil. Okay, he's just short for a European. Oh, and the bar G.O., George, thought me how to do a mojito with no rum. It's, like, OUR drink 'cos George said no one, ever, has asked for one with no rum before so it's so cool that when he told us if he ever got someone who asked him for one again, he'd know it was us. I drank a lot too. I got pink, rosy cheeks on most nights. A lot of the G.O.s said that they would like to head off to the Asian sector, maybe even Phuket. Yes, Phuket here I come then! :) The service there is superb too. Plus, the head hotel manager person is a Singaporean lady, my mother's twin-ish person. She's so cool and I bet she's got a great daughter too! Man, I miss d'Albion tons. Mauritius, not the country, but the Club Med there is a place that I'll never forget! I'll never forget the time I spent there either!
Okay, I've been back for about a week. I'm so sad for that. I've been praying and wishing that I would wake up one morning and it would be the holiday all over again. Life just isn't fair this way. I go, get sick and don't enjoy my FULL holiday and I just HAVE to leave. :( Plus, everything great HAD to happen there too. That's the most sickening thing ever. I got to sail! I love it. And the cute G.O. who brought us out every time. HEHE. That cute Japanese guy I was talking about in my last post. Hmm, for those who don't know what a G.O. is, it's a Club Med thing. Ring any bells for some people? If no, then it stands for Gentle Organizer. Kazuki, that's his name. Real cute name. He's 22, cute, tan, not so tall but tall enough, and gone. :( Again, life isn't fair. I didn't even get to properly say goodbye! Wahaha. I went to the spa there, once. I puked in the room, twice. And...Okay, I didn't do anything three times, so yeah. Anyway, I was just getting used to the European lifestyle. The lifestyle. My lifestyle. Weird, huh? I'm jabbering on and on and on. My mum found her twin sister. I found out that getting sick could be MUCH worse. My father found out that he could actually golf everyday, but get real hurt at it. I remember the golf G.O. Mr Shorty. HEHE. I'm evil. Okay, he's just short for a European. Oh, and the bar G.O., George, thought me how to do a mojito with no rum. It's, like, OUR drink 'cos George said no one, ever, has asked for one with no rum before so it's so cool that when he told us if he ever got someone who asked him for one again, he'd know it was us. I drank a lot too. I got pink, rosy cheeks on most nights. A lot of the G.O.s said that they would like to head off to the Asian sector, maybe even Phuket. Yes, Phuket here I come then! :) The service there is superb too. Plus, the head hotel manager person is a Singaporean lady, my mother's twin-ish person. She's so cool and I bet she's got a great daughter too! Man, I miss d'Albion tons. Mauritius, not the country, but the Club Med there is a place that I'll never forget! I'll never forget the time I spent there either!
Mauritius.
Sunday, June 8, 2008
Okay, okay. A lot has been happening lately. I had a whole week of being sick plus claymation which I only attended for half of it. My iTouch got taken away 'cos the thing spoilt on me and I can't blog on it or use it. I don't even HAVE it. :( Anyway, I'm here in Mauritius right now. Kinda weird but hey, I'll enjoy myself just fine with weird. The flight was eh-ish, the food for dinner was minimal and I'm so zoned out right now. Kinda funny to have French Disney on cable though. Yes, it is kinda nice watching Miley Cyrus speak to you in French. :) Anyway, won't see you guys for a whole week. MOOHAHA. I saw this cute GO jut now. EH. It'll be weird of me to say this but he's Japanese and so new to my taste. Hmm, new is good, right? Anyway, catch you guys later. I'm so gonna enjoy myself! :)
Okay, okay. A lot has been happening lately. I had a whole week of being sick plus claymation which I only attended for half of it. My iTouch got taken away 'cos the thing spoilt on me and I can't blog on it or use it. I don't even HAVE it. :( Anyway, I'm here in Mauritius right now. Kinda weird but hey, I'll enjoy myself just fine with weird. The flight was eh-ish, the food for dinner was minimal and I'm so zoned out right now. Kinda funny to have French Disney on cable though. Yes, it is kinda nice watching Miley Cyrus speak to you in French. :) Anyway, won't see you guys for a whole week. MOOHAHA. I saw this cute GO jut now. EH. It'll be weird of me to say this but he's Japanese and so new to my taste. Hmm, new is good, right? Anyway, catch you guys later. I'm so gonna enjoy myself! :)
Narnia: Prince Caspian.
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Just caught Prince Caspian. It was awesome. Not as dark as I expected but still super good. I'm not going to give any spoilers here so all I'm going to say is that it was great and that if you haven't watched it yet, well, then you must be insane. :) Anyway, if Shasha is reading this, you must be happy 'cos I totally agree with you that Skandar Keynes is super hot. Even my own mother says he has aged well. Besides, I can't believe that a mere 16 year-old Brit could actually make me forget about Joe and his whole family of Jonases for a second, even if he was a really cute actor. :) I can't even believe it but my heart went away from Joe for that while, it actually feels good. That says a lot. A real lot.
Just caught Prince Caspian. It was awesome. Not as dark as I expected but still super good. I'm not going to give any spoilers here so all I'm going to say is that it was great and that if you haven't watched it yet, well, then you must be insane. :) Anyway, if Shasha is reading this, you must be happy 'cos I totally agree with you that Skandar Keynes is super hot. Even my own mother says he has aged well. Besides, I can't believe that a mere 16 year-old Brit could actually make me forget about Joe and his whole family of Jonases for a second, even if he was a really cute actor. :) I can't even believe it but my heart went away from Joe for that while, it actually feels good. That says a lot. A real lot.
Dreary Deary.
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
I had my English oral today. It was a little messy but I think it will all be fine. Right now, I just feel that getting all boozed up isn't such a bad idea. I feel really sluggish. I've got Macromedia Flash training tomorrow which I am so not looking forward to because it is going to be one hell of a boring lesson, plus, I've got fencing again on Friday. That completes my whole boring week. What a way to start off the school holidays, huh? Well, at least my vacay to Mauritius is coming in about a week so I can fully rest up then. I hope to finsh my homework by then too. Maybe even cram it a little this week. Oh, well.
I had my English oral today. It was a little messy but I think it will all be fine. Right now, I just feel that getting all boozed up isn't such a bad idea. I feel really sluggish. I've got Macromedia Flash training tomorrow which I am so not looking forward to because it is going to be one hell of a boring lesson, plus, I've got fencing again on Friday. That completes my whole boring week. What a way to start off the school holidays, huh? Well, at least my vacay to Mauritius is coming in about a week so I can fully rest up then. I hope to finsh my homework by then too. Maybe even cram it a little this week. Oh, well.
Sport's Day.
Friday, May 23, 2008
WOOT. WE WON! Gage-brown won Sport's Day 2008! Went out shopping right after. Plus, I really hope I can get to meet up with the SG JBST to give my money to them for ordering the JB merch from them. I'm gonna BEG my mother until she says yes. SHE HAS TO. I find that I really have nothing else to say except, friend troubles. That's all I'm saying. Oh, and I'm going to work myself until I die. I counted and I only have 3 free days out of the whole of the school holidays, excluding my vacation overseas. Can you believe that!? Insane, bad insane. I need my life back.
WOOT. WE WON! Gage-brown won Sport's Day 2008! Went out shopping right after. Plus, I really hope I can get to meet up with the SG JBST to give my money to them for ordering the JB merch from them. I'm gonna BEG my mother until she says yes. SHE HAS TO. I find that I really have nothing else to say except, friend troubles. That's all I'm saying. Oh, and I'm going to work myself until I die. I counted and I only have 3 free days out of the whole of the school holidays, excluding my vacation overseas. Can you believe that!? Insane, bad insane. I need my life back.
Horrible Exam Results.
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Got back results for English, IH, Science and Chinese papers today. Not very good results at all. I feel I sad about my results. Really have to buck up for EOYs. At least. I didn't fail for anything. That's the only thing I can be grateful for. Well, I really have topray hard for tomorrow's results to be good. :(
Got back results for English, IH, Science and Chinese papers today. Not very good results at all. I feel I sad about my results. Really have to buck up for EOYs. At least. I didn't fail for anything. That's the only thing I can be grateful for. Well, I really have topray hard for tomorrow's results to be good. :(
Whoopdilidoda.
Saturday, May 17, 2008
(: I'm happy. I don't know why but I'm happy. Yet, I'm not. I'm weird. Okay, I cannot just believe I admitted that. WHOOP. I'm getting a holiday! Finally, some nice REST. I'm gonna use it for inspiration to write more poems. I just wrote a poem last night, well early morning, and I sorta got an epiphany from it. Yes, Jonas related. (: Obviously. I guess I'm just happy for it. For everything. I feel like rocking out now. Whoopdilidoda!
(: I'm happy. I don't know why but I'm happy. Yet, I'm not. I'm weird. Okay, I cannot just believe I admitted that. WHOOP. I'm getting a holiday! Finally, some nice REST. I'm gonna use it for inspiration to write more poems. I just wrote a poem last night, well early morning, and I sorta got an epiphany from it. Yes, Jonas related. (: Obviously. I guess I'm just happy for it. For everything. I feel like rocking out now. Whoopdilidoda!
Camp.
Friday, May 16, 2008
These few days have been fun. I've really enjoyed everything that I went through. The trainers were all super high too. On the first day, I was sort of feeling really stupid coming to camp but I feel so much higher on the last day. Kinda sad it all ended though. I enjoyed all the screaming and cheering a lot. WOOT. Well, gotta brace myself for the big week next week. We're gonna check papers and then have Sports Day on Friday. I don't exactly want to go but I guess I have to. Anyway, I have to get on my computer soon to update my DA. I'm using my iTouch for so many things these days.
These few days have been fun. I've really enjoyed everything that I went through. The trainers were all super high too. On the first day, I was sort of feeling really stupid coming to camp but I feel so much higher on the last day. Kinda sad it all ended though. I enjoyed all the screaming and cheering a lot. WOOT. Well, gotta brace myself for the big week next week. We're gonna check papers and then have Sports Day on Friday. I don't exactly want to go but I guess I have to. Anyway, I have to get on my computer soon to update my DA. I'm using my iTouch for so many things these days.
Iron Man.
Monday, May 12, 2008
Well, well. I went out to Suntec today. Jia En, if you are reading this, well let me just that I know you are ignoring me. Anyway, watched Iron Man after wanting to watch it for so long. Let me just say that Robert Downey Jr. is hot. HEHE. I know I'm weird but I like older guys, unlike other people who like monkeys, ahem. It was a good movie. I'm satisfied for the day. I got my Gap wedges and it rocks! (: Anyway, I'm actually kinda bored now. What to do? What to do? Maybe I'll go read a bit.
Well, well. I went out to Suntec today. Jia En, if you are reading this, well let me just that I know you are ignoring me. Anyway, watched Iron Man after wanting to watch it for so long. Let me just say that Robert Downey Jr. is hot. HEHE. I know I'm weird but I like older guys, unlike other people who like monkeys, ahem. It was a good movie. I'm satisfied for the day. I got my Gap wedges and it rocks! (: Anyway, I'm actually kinda bored now. What to do? What to do? Maybe I'll go read a bit.